Living with the Dangerous Beast-Chapter 30: Life without Dohwi
Chapter 30: Life without Dohwi
“I saw you enjoy it so much, and it was even your first time, so how am I supposed to believe that we aren’t meant to be?”
Dohwi said, smiling gently as he took the spoonful of porridge to Sohwa’s small lips.
“I was planning to wait until you got used to my penis and bring it during your next heat... But after yesterday, I decided to change plans. I’ll bring the orb now. It’s not far away.”
“W-What do you mean?”
Laughing softly, he pushed the warm spoonful of porridge into Sohwa’s mouth.
“It means we’re going to make a baby tonight.”
Dohwi carefully wiped her lips with his thumb.
“My cute little fox.”
Last night, he had made her face a complete mess with his seed.
Remembering that, he felt his lower body growing stiff again.
Dohwi smiled seductively, his eyes crinkling.
“I should’ve done that earlier. I would’ve fed you until your belly was full of my seed last night.”
The orb was good for restoring vitality and essence.
He regretted his foolish choice of delaying it.
Gently stroking Sohwa’s pale cheek, Dohwi tucked a stray hair behind her ear.
“Tonight, I’ll make sure to fill your pussy with my cum, inside the deepest part of you, my love.”
Telling her to eat lunch whenever she wanted, he kissed her lips and stood up.
The hand that opened the door was forceful.
As she watched him leave the room, Sohwa shouted.
“I don’t even have feelings for you! How can we be a married couple and live happily together when I don’t even love you?!”
“It’s alright. I love you enough for the both of us.”
Before closing the door, Dohwi spoke without looking back.
“No matter what sounds you hear, don’t come outside today.”
* * *
Despite Dohwi’s warning, Sohwa ran away from the house immediately.
Leaving only a hastily scribbled note saying,
‘We aren’t meant to be as it’s against the will of the great gods. I’m a fox, and you’re a tiger.’
She fled towards Mount Yeehwang without looking back.
‘Let’s go to the village where humans live. He won’t be able to chase me down there in his tiger form.’
It had been so long since she visited the human village that she even found herself lost on her way down.
In the end, Sohwa ended up just following a deserted trail.
Now alone, the vulgar words Dohwi had said at the table began to replay in her mind.
She shook her head as if to rid herself of the thoughts.
‘I shouldn’t be thinking about this anymore. We aren’t meant to be in that kind of relationship!’
To Sohwa, it was clear that in order to live as a couple of husband and wife, one must love and cherish each other deeply.
It was quite true that she cherished and cared for Dohwi as much as she cared for herself, but that definitely wasn’t love... Right?
‘I’m not sure exactly what love is, but anyway....’
From what she had heard, ‘love’ was what made a couple truly perfect and ideal.
It was obvious that Dohwi was unable to distinguish reason because his mating season was approaching.
Besides, she had never heard of a tiger and a fox being together.
The image of Dohwi rampaging on top of her body last night made her vision go white.
Just the sight of that monstrous rod of flesh was so terrifying.
‘Just thinking about that thing... I... I just couldn’t.’
Even thinking about what happened last night made her feel so embarrassed and humiliated.
Even if she somehow got used to accepting that monstrous rod, she couldn’t marry Dohwi without truly loving him from her heart.
She didn’t know exactly what love felt like, but she was sure her little bowl of affection for him wasn’t enough to hold the scorching passion between a man and a woman.
One couldn’t use a sauce dish to serve soup.
Yes, a sauce dish. Her feelings for him were just that small.
Thinking about Dohwi made her confused, but Sohwa managed to reach the marketplace before sunset.
She was so relieved to hear the bustling noise of people.
Wiping her sweat, Sohwa looked around.
She wanted to buy some snacks, but she didn’t have a single penny.
‘If Dohwi were here, he would have bought me some delicious honey rice cakes.’
Suddenly overwhelmed with emotion, she felt like crying.
How was she going to live without him?
Even though she had lived more years alone than with Dohwi, the mere thought of living without him made her feel so depressed.
‘Life without Dohwi... was hard....’
Especially in the winter, she often starved to the point where her stomach was pressed against her back.
Even the streams would freeze over, making it hard to fill her belly with water.
‘Dohwi always told me cool stories about this village, he brought me food and pretty clothes from there... Dohwi....’
Sohwa’s mind was full of thoughts about Dohwi and what he did for her.