Looting the life force of demons to forge a golden body Martial God-Chapter 389 - 377: Doubt and Wavering, Firmness and Anticipation, Chu Feng’s Journey of the Heart! Overcome, the Innate God of Slaughter!
Chapter 389: Chapter 377: Doubt and Wavering, Firmness and Anticipation, Chu Feng’s Journey of the Heart! Overcome, the Innate God of Slaughter!
Chu Feng didn’t realize that, in everyone’s eyes, he had become a killing demon.
Actually... it was more or less true.
In one month, he had slaughtered millions of the Demon Clan. To say that this didn’t affect him at all would be downright absurd.
Although the vast majority of those millions of the Demon Clan were not directly killed by him, and he only targeted Demons of the Cave Heaven Realm and above, sparing those of lower ranks.
Yet the sight of corpses strewn across the Demon campgrounds frequently dealt a huge blow to his mind.
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After wiping out three camps, Chu Feng would sometimes silently stare at his hands, where he would vaguely see them stained with blood that could not be wiped clean.
Doubts would occasionally surface in his mind: was slaughtering these Demons truly the right thing to do?
Especially when he saw young Demon Beasts crying out in agony as they died in their mothers’ arms, his doubt about himself only deepened.
The most direct change was on the Attribute Panel, where the data under "Martial Dao True Meaning" was not only not increasing but actually began to decrease.
From 6%, it dropped to 5%, then to 4%, 3%...
This meant his convictions in the Martial Dao were shaking!
For a high-ranking Martial Artist, a shaking Martial Dao belief is one of the most terrifying things!
If these doubts were allowed to grow stronger, his Martial Dao belief would soon completely collapse!
At that time, his highest Realm would only be stuck at the Cave Heaven Realm, never being able to step into the Yin Yang Realm, nor become a strong Martial Artist of the Upper Three Realms.
More seriously, in future battlefields, whether he could still swing his long knife at the Demon Clan was questionable!
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But fortunately, Chu Feng was not alone, many people were quietly watching over him.
Secretary Wang was a keen and delicate thinker, who had acutely sensed his wavering during their exchange.
Realizing the problem, Secretary Wang didn’t want him to develop a psychological shadow, and thus immediately took action.
He not only sent many video documents to Chu Feng through the information terminal but also sent a psychologist to look after him and comfort him when he returned to rest at his base.
Together, this had a profound impact on his spirit, practically steering his nearly derailed mental path back on track.
On one hand, the unrestricted slaughter depicted in the video documents of Demon Beasts invading Human Race towns nearly drove him to fiery rage, completely severing his self-doubts.
Especially when seeing the footage of high-rank Demons torturing Human civilians for fun, he wished he could jump into the video, pull out a knife, and skin those high-rank Demons alive!
Those video documents reinstated Chu Feng’s belief: not one in the Demon Clan was innocent; they all deserved to die!
On the other hand, through psychological counseling, he adjusted his way of thinking, learned to manage his emotions, and his mind was no longer easily clouded by extreme emotions.
Most importantly, guided by the psychologist, he recalled and reinforced his principle of conduct: to kill in order to stop killing!
Kill until the Demon Clan dared no longer invade the Human Race, kill until they were willing to become vassals of the Human Race!
Kill until they obediently entered zoos, became pets raised by humans, or even endangered protected animals!
Leaving them a slim chance of survival without affecting the fate of mankind is the only mercy humans could offer them.
Because the Blue Star beneath their feet was the homeland of humans, not a playground for the Demon Clan!
As for the Demon Clan, Chu Feng had only one belief: exterminate them to the last, leave none behind!
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Since then, Chu Feng’s attitude towards the loss of Demon Clan lives had become much more indifferent, to the point of apathy.
The devastating scenes still impacted his mind but could no longer change his thoughts or beliefs; instead, they made him speculate—
After delivering this vast amount of Demon Clan flesh to Longhua, how many Martial Apprentices could it nourish and how many Formal Martial Artists could it cultivate?
There has never been a savior in the world. If the Human Race wanted to drive the Demons out of Blue Star and back to the Monster Realm and Demon Realm, they could only rely on their own hands to win every battle.
And with each Demon Beast killed, hundreds more nutrient-rich meals would appear on the dining tables of schools across the land of Longhua.
Humanity’s foundation would become stronger, and the likelihood of defeating the demons would become greater!
Thus, everything he did now was absolutely meaningful!
My honey, their poison, Chu Feng had become the undeniable bloody executioner in the eyes of the demons, but he had also become one of the powerful founders of the Human Race!
—As his thoughts reached this point, his beliefs had once again undergone a transformation!
He began to look forward to killing, to the moment the poison gas bombs exploded, to the moment he beheaded each high-rank Demon Clan member!
His mentality was not twisted but was rather continuously strengthening his own beliefs and forging his Martial Dao True Meaning throughout this process.
One month later, on his Attribute Panel, his Martial Dao True Meaning startlingly had increased to 46%!
Barely over half!
At this rate, with a conservative estimate, after slaughtering 20 more camps, his Martial Dao True Meaning would be fully formed.
From then on, his path to advancing to the Yin Yang Realm would be straightforward!
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Meanwhile, at this very moment, what the Demon Extermination Army Soldiers around the Demon Suppression City welcoming plaza were feeling—the crimson impact—was the influence of Chu Feng’s Martial Dao True Meaning!
It was an unwavering resolve to kill the Demon Clan, the human’s enemies, without any reservations!
Although this killing intent was not directed at humans, these soldiers would not truly be subjected to an attack from Chu Feng’s Martial Dao True Meaning.
But for them, this was undoubtedly an unprecedented mental impact!
The vast majority of soldiers could only desperately cling to their own beliefs, striving not to be assimilated by Chu Feng’s Martial Dao True Meaning.
And among those whose spirits had flaws or whose Martial Dao beliefs were relatively weak, some nearly collapsed to their knees, completely brainwashed by Chu Feng’s Martial Dao True Meaning!
"Stop, stop! Captain Chu, retract your Martial Dao True Meaning!"
Seeing this scene, the officers lurking in a little building opposite the welcoming plaza could not sit still anymore.
They rushed out of the building, shouting loudly to stop Chu Feng.
At the same time, they released their own Qi, attempting to dilute Chu Feng’s Martial Dao True Meaning.
But when their Qi encountered Chu Feng’s Martial Dao True Meaning, these officers also displayed shocked expressions.
Internally cursing profusely, damn, this kid is a natural-born killer!
With such strong influence, if he continues messing around like this, these soldiers might end up ruined!
"Quick, stop, Captain Chu!"
"The guys can’t hold on anymore!"
"Mom, I want to go home! Wuuuuh..."
"..."
From the surrounding ranks of soldiers, cries and shouts erupted, as some tried to awaken their comrades, while others cried out, begging Chu Feng to spare them.
Those with fragile spirits broke down on the spot, weeping bitterly.
The scene suddenly descended into chaos!
Seeing this, Chu Feng cracked a smile and immediately retracted his Martial Dao True Meaning.
Oops, it seemed like things had gotten a bit out of hand!
Faced with the bewildered looks from the officers, Chu Feng awkwardly laughed and said, "Sorry, I didn’t expect everyone’s endurance to be this poor."
Without waiting for the officers to speak, he stamped his feet and said crisply, "Greetings, officers!
"I am Captain Chu Feng, reporting to you! Please, officers, give your instructions!"
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