POSSESSION: The Hidden Omega In All Alphas' Academy [BL]-Chapter 162: Listen To Me

"What?" Followed by a pause, Kylian muttered in a confused tone, meeting Zenith’s sad face with his rolled ocean eyes.

The look of despair prominent on his face stirred his heart with an unusual ache as if Kylian could sincerely feel Zenith was truly sad while he conversed those words straight out of his heart.

His onyx eyes were darkened with grim, and still keeping that small sad smile intact, he muttered before leaning his gaze down from Kylian’s, "You’ve heard Ruben too, and just like he said, I was truly a freakin’ piece of trash whom everyone had hated. I used my power and influence to treat people like commodities and threw them away when I was done.

I have always lived my life recklessly like that...until I found you, Kyle. I know I don’t have any words in my defense, but my heart knows, you’re the only one who looked at me as if I were an ordinary man. Being with you, I am learning how to find joy by doing simple things together...and...I thought I would be able to prove myself a better person for you... But looks like I had forgotten my deeds couldn’t be easily forgotten. Now being with you...I must be having a bad influence on you too, right? Maybe I shouldn’t be...mmph!"

But before Zenith could complete his words with his low, deepened voice, suddenly Kylian marched close and pulled him closer for a soft, tender kiss.

Being his lips suddenly sealed by Kylian, Zenith stood a bit fazed with his onyx eyes rolled in shock, but after a few seconds, when Kylian parted his lips away from him, his furious expression from before looked a lot relaxed now when he held Zenith tenderly by his side face.

"Just stop blaming yourself, and listen to me first, okay? I didn’t mean like that when I said it to you. Do you think I am the kind of person who would let anyone have a bad influence on me? Haven’t you realized already how stubborn I am? Do you think staying with you is what made me have those twisted thoughts for that twerp? Seriously?"

Keenly gazing at the concerned gaze Kylian held towards Zenith this time, all those twisted assumptions that had been puzzling him from inside until a while ago suddenly subsided as if Kylian was the ray of sunlight, the only one who could keep Zenith away from his own cloud of dark thoughts.

As he stared into him intensely, Kylin softened his mellow gaze and cupped Zenith’s face with both his palms before he spoke, "The problem lies in me, not you. Since growing up, I only had my Mom by my side, and...whenever she would be a little nice towards other children...I would have a tinge of jealousy growing inside me. freewebnoveℓ.com

"I was very young at that time to realize what those emotions were called, but not even once I felt my jealousy would erupt so viciously like an active volcano, to the point...I wanted to kill that boy for touching you! It all happened only after I found you, Zenith."

Zenith brooded his gaze intensely towards Kylian while hearing his answer, even though he knew how tough it was for Kylian to open up about his sincere emotions to someone else. But right now he was doing that before Zenith, which means Kylian had already permitted Zenith to occupy a safe untouched space deep inside his heart.

As he asserted, Kylian’s porcelain white cheeks turned a little flustered red as he scratched the nape of his neck, and his gesture indicated he was truly embarrassed to admit it openly before Zenith.

"I was jealous, okay? And just to let you know, I am a little scary when I become jealous. I know I reacted a bit too violently, but I couldn’t control my vexed emotions which were in sync with the rage my wolf was enduring inside. Though I have faced this surge of jealousy a few times before...but it flared up to the point that triggered the urge inside me to murder someone! At that time, I truly wondered what was wrong with me!

"Because my Mom’s someone who would never think about causing a scratch to anyone else, but here...the vicious rage in me left me to wonder...if I had inherited this nasty violent urge too or something..."

"I can assume the most common possibility behind that urge you’ve felt..." Suddenly, Zenith’s face turned a bit solemn when he uttered in a cryptic tone, "Who knows if you’ve inherited this violent instinct from your father?"

"Pffftt! Hahaha..." Hearing his answer, Kylian let out a relaxed chuckle which finally lightened up the tense mood in between them. After he had his fill of laughter, Kylian snorted, "My father? Do you think I would be the son of a violent criminal or something?"

"No, I didn’t mean that—"

"That’s impossible, Zenith." Kylian held an amicable smile, which was followed by a big sigh. "My Mom rarely talked about my father, but as I had eavesdropped once when she was talking to Granny Elma, my father was a worthless man and my Mom ran away from him right after their wedding day.

"And I don’t think my Mom would’ve actually ever agreed to marry a violent man in the first place, so of course he must’ve been nothing but trash who couldn’t take responsibility for his own family. So, that assumption is fairly impossible."

Even though Kylian sounded very serene from his tone, deep inside his mind Zenith couldn’t help but ponder, ’Should I appoint a few men to gather some information about Kyle’s father? It would be fine if there’s nothing to worry about...but...what if there’s a much bigger mystery behind it?’

"But even though, this violent fit was unlike my real nature, I would still probably react this way if I saw you with any of those twinks, got it?" The smile on his face dimmed a little when Kylian tossed his glance on the mark left by Ruben on Zenith’s lower lip, as he sulked at him, "Damn...just what kind of perverts you used to keep around them? Was that shrimp really of your preferred type? I didn’t know you had such awful standards..."