POSSESSION: The Hidden Omega In All Alphas' Academy [BL]-Chapter 210: Unstable body
Chapter 210: Chapter 210: Unstable body
’Fuck! Playing dumb won’t help me to get out of this mess. Even worse, if I keep lying, Aiden would be more suspicious of me, I know he has been always too sharp. Damn it!’
Anxiously pondering in his mind while being charged by Aiden’s questions, Kylian was struggling hard to keep a serene smile on his face, even though his heartbeat was pacing fast with every passing second.
The scent of his sweet pheromones was filling up the hallway space, and noticing it pretty quickly, Kylian couldn’t stop his anxious thoughts from filling up his head.
’Shit...This transition in my body has gotten more serious than I thought it ever would be. I shouldn’t have forgotten to grab my medicines along with me... Yes, I shouldn’t have ignored Dr. Albert’s words. He had warned me before, my unstable pheromone outbursts could happen anywhere anytime...so I suppose it must be something like that, huh? But...I am grateful, that this didn’t happen in front of any other Alpha...’
"Kylian?"
"H-Huh, yes?"
Jolted back from his thoughts from his concerned voice, Kylian rolled his ocean eyes when he saw Aiden was keenly gawking at him, sounding quite restless from his tone, "What were you thinking so hard about? And...can’t you still sense that scent wafting around you?"
"O-Oh, now, I know what are you talking about..." Quickly coming up with a solid excuse, Kylian tossed a nervous smile when he initiated to part his ways from Aiden, towards his room. "It’s the scent of my cologne, Aiden. I think I had mistakenly used it a bit too much to leave such a strong scent around me after all this time..."
"Cologne?" Aiden skeptically frowned his brows, sounding a little dubious from his tone when he further asked, "Are you sure it’s your cologne, Kylian? The scent is quite sweet, similar to omega pheromones but with a bit of stronger essence. Isn’t it strange that I didn’t sniff any kind of scent wafting from you before?"
"Y-Yes, of course, it’s my cologne. I...prefer sweeter ones, and...maybe you didn’t pay attention to it before, t-that’s why you couldn’t sense it, Aiden."
His accurate points were making Kylian quite anxious, but he boldly held onto a serene expression, while answering back, "And...why do you think i-it’s similar to omega pheromones? Hey, Aiden...are you...perhaps telling me t-that I am an omega myself? Haha...h-how could a strong and s-sturdy man like me be an o-omega, huh?"
Even though Kylian tried hard to laugh off at his dubious thoughts, his voice still trembled a little but thankfully Aiden didn’t observe that intensely. Staring into his smiling face with his orbs curved deep, Aiden rather pondered on his own, ’Yeah, Kyle’s right. Someone as strong and big as him can’t possibly be an omega...
’Besides, Zenith despises the thought of even letting an omega breathe near him. No way they would’ve gotten closer if that was the case with Kylian. Of course, he must be definitely an Alpha, and maybe...it’s really the scent of his cologne as well.’
"Well, I should head back to my room for now, since I am quite exhausted. I will talk to you later, bye Aiden..." Barely managing to convince him a little, Kylian was in a rush to head back to his room as he didn’t give him the chance to extend their conversation.
While he was rushing away, Aiden continued gawking at him until he disappeared from his sight, followed by his concerned loud voice, "Hey Kyle, just a fair advice, don’t use such sweet colognes here...it might give the other Alphas wrong impression about you. Don’t unnecessarily create trouble for yourself!"
"Yes, s-sure!" With his nervous nod, the moment Kylian stepped inside his room, with a loud door slam, he hurriedly started searching for the medicines he had hidden before going on his date with Zenith.
As instructed by Dr. Albert, bringing those medicines inside the dormitory building was also strictly prohibited. So in his mission to pretend as an Alpha student inside the campus, most of the time Kylian would hide them somewhere in his closet to make sure no one would be able to trace them.
But right now, Kylian was in a dire messed-up state of mind.
Barely keeping a serene face before Aiden, upon barging inside his room he felt his body had started to heat up a little, all of a sudden, with painful shivers running down his spine. Feeling breathless, he almost tossed out all the clothes he had carried along with him on the campus, but still, there was no trace of his pills.
"Fuck...Fuck...why...why my body is acting so unusually? What’s wrong with me—"
His words trailed off when Kylian sensed his glory hole had started dripping wet, which finally made sense of his sudden rise in body heat, followed by those intense palpitations stirred in his body, along with that large gush of pheromones emitting from him.
Thus, Kylian realized, his body had initiated a state of unstable heat, which Dr. Albert had warned him might happen to him whenever he would be in an exhausted state, without taking any medicines.
He had also specifically mentioned, that the amount of pheromone outburst he would be encountering in this given time would be lethal for him if he happened to be around any other Alpha, except Zenith.
Once again, he felt it was just a sheer amount of luck that he was safe until now because Aiden was a beta...or...else, a terrific chaotic event might have unfolded by now already...
But his angst emotions flared vividly inside his heart, making Kylin strip his pants before he gritted his teary jaws. His underwear was also completely soaking wet, making him feel extremely uncomfortable, but he continued searching for his medicines...only to find he had kept them on top of his bookshelf this time.
His legs were trembling hard, making it difficult for him to run towards that way but Kylian didn’t waste a second anymore, fearing it would be disastrous if he suddenly went into his heat now when Zenith was already outside the campus.
Reaching the bookshelf, he grabbed a few pills and shot himself with a rut suppressant on his bare thigh, almost holding his breath in one spree.
When the medicines gradually started kicking an effect, he felt the shivers running down his spine slow down a bit, making him finally able to breathe at ease. His back hole also slowly ceased getting wet, which made him feel a bit relieved when he crouched down on the cold floor, pressing his broad back against the wall.
His body heat was calming down very slowly, but after finally getting a hold over himself with that shot, Kylian glanced at the injection he was still gripping in his arms, without realizing when a drop of tear streamed down his cheeks.
"Is this how...my life will be from now onwards? Living with this harrowing anxiety to cover my identity... fearing my pheromone outburst if I fail to take the pills...relying completely on medicines when I despised going to hospitals for whole my life...walking around with my dripping wet back without any reason...what the fuck is going on with me? Is this how am I supposed to live from now onwards? Why? What did I ever do wrong to deserve this kind of life?"
A tearful small smile curved his lips when Kylian muttered those words on his own, slowly clenching his fist tight, holding the suppressant injection. His heart was churning from agony and a sense of defeat as for whole his life, he had never imagined such a day would come knocking at his door one day.
After his paths crossed with Zenith who watched over and protected him like a true Alpha, and even after learning that they were a fated pair from the elder monk, somehow Kylian felt a lot at ease with his transition and even started to embrace his truth from the core of his heart.
But now...just thinking about the possible consequences that would’ve happened if an Alpha was nearby him, Kylian felt his breath choked from fear, only letting a tearful gasp out of him.
After a brief moment of being self-inflicted, slowly Kylian mustered his strength to wipe his tears with the back of his palm, as a heavy huff of sigh exhaled from him. Staring at the distant ceiling of the room, he murmured on his own, "No matter how many curveballs life throws at me from now onwards, I will just have to stay strong on my ground and face them.
’No, omegas aren’t useless and weak. I will have to do my best to show this world how strong an omega can become once he has set his mind on something! I will...face anything and everything it takes to graduate from Eite Academy...and only after that...maybe one day, I will have the courage to confess my real transition in front of the world. Until then...I will just have to wait and be patient...at least, when I have Zenith along with me...’
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"Aiden?"
The sudden curt voice from behind him in the hallway winced Aiden hard as turning around, he saw it was Zenith, standing tall, making a grimacing expression at him. He narrowed his pitch-black eyes and walked a few steps closer, before uttering to Aiden in a cryptic tone, "What are you doing here by standing at the center of the hallway?
"Also...why am I able to sense Kylian’s scent coming off from you, huh?"