Torn Between Destinies-Chapter 31 - Thirty One

There comes a moment when standing still hurts more than moving forward.

That moment came to me in the quiet.

I was in the nursery room, a place I hadn’t stepped into since returning from the ritual. The air smelled faintly of cedarwood and wildflowers—Mayla had arranged dried petals on the windowsill for good luck. I ran my fingers along the old rocking chair, the one Darius had carved years ago. We’d never needed it before. But now, with a heartbeat fluttering gently inside me, the chair’s presence felt heavier.

Real.

I sat down in it slowly. My hands drifted to my belly.

It wasn’t visible yet. But I could feel the change. Not just physically, but spiritually. My wolf had gone from restless to protective. She no longer mourned alone. She focused now on the life growing inside me.

Our pup.

Even the word made my heart ache.

Because this wasn’t just my journey anymore.

I wasn’t just healing for myself.

I was building a future for someone who didn’t ask to be part of this brokenness—but would carry its weight unless I changed something.

I leaned back and closed my eyes.

Darius’s scent lingered on the chair. Faint. Faded. But still there.

And I realized... so was his presence in me. Not just through the pup, but in memories that refused to vanish. In the imprint of love that still pulsed, low and quiet, beneath all the pain.

We were fractured.

But we weren’t beyond repair.

---

The next morning, I found him near the lake.

He stood with his back to me, shirt discarded, arms braced on a tree. He must’ve been training again. His body was streaked with sweat, muscles tense, jaw tight. Like he’d been punishing himself for everything left unsaid.

He didn’t hear me approach.

Or maybe he did, and he just didn’t turn.

"Darius," I said softly.

His head lifted. His shoulders locked.

He turned around, eyes searching mine.

There was no mask today.

Just a man waiting to be told whether to hope... or let go.

"I’ve been thinking," I said, stepping closer. "About the child. About us."

His breath caught. "Luciana..."

I raised a hand. "Let me say this while I still have the courage."

He went still.

"I’ve been angry. And hurt. And lost. But I’ve also realized something."

I placed my palm over my belly. "This pup deserves more than silence and resentment. They deserve peace. A future. A family."

He nodded slowly, eyes wet. "I agree."

I swallowed. "I can’t erase what happened. And I won’t pretend everything’s okay. But I’m choosing to give us another chance. Not just for the pup—but because I still believe in what we were. What we could be again."

His hand trembled as he stepped closer. "You mean that?"

I nodded.

He reached for me, then paused, as if asking permission.

I closed the distance.

His arms wrapped around me carefully, reverently, like I might vanish if he held too tight. I laid my head against his chest and listened to his heartbeat—steady, strong, broken and healing all at once.

"I’m so sorry," he whispered. "I’ll spend the rest of my life proving you were right to stay."

I looked up at him. "We don’t have to rush. We start small. We rebuild. Together."

His hand dropped to my stomach. "You’re carrying everything good left in me."

My throat closed up, tears stinging my eyes.

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I just nodded.

Because in that moment, words weren’t enough.

But the choice was.

---

Later that afternoon, we returned to the house together. Some of the wolves stared. A few whispered. But I didn’t flinch. Let them talk. I wasn’t doing this for them.

I was choosing us.

We sat down in the kitchen—the same place we’d once planned our future, over mugs of honeyed tea and rough blueprints of pack lands. Darius brought out a notebook. Blank pages. A fresh start.

"What is this?" I asked, brows raised.

"A new plan," he said. "We draw it together this time."

I blinked. "You kept the old one?"

He smiled faintly. "Every page."

I opened the new one.

On the first page, he’d written:

’For Us. For the Pup. For the Pack We’ll Build.’

I stared at the words.

Simple.

But they hit harder than any apology ever could.

"I want to raise our child in a home where truth isn’t a stranger," I said.

He nodded. "No secrets. No silence."

"And no waiting until the other breaks to say what needs to be said."

"I swear it."

I reached for the pencil. Wrote my own line beneath his:

’One stone at a time. One day at a time.’

When I looked at him again, something had shifted in his eyes.

He wasn’t just relieved.

He was alive.

---

That evening, the pack hosted a bonfire.

Not for us.

It was a seasonal tradition—marking the end of a long harvest and the beginning of darker nights. But standing there among them, with Darius at my side again, felt like a ceremony of its own.

Amira approached. Her eyes moved from my face to Darius and back.

"You look... steadier," she said.

"I feel it," I replied.

She didn’t ask questions.

Just smiled, touched my arm, and said, "I’m proud of you."

After she walked off, Darius leaned closer. "Do you think they’ll accept us again?"

"They’ll follow what we show them," I said. "Let them see the truth: that healing isn’t weakness. It’s courage."

The flames crackled, sparks rising into the star-speckled sky. Music played. Wolves danced. Laughter stirred the night air.

For a moment, I closed my eyes and let the sound wrap around me.

My wolf lifted her head.

She didn’t ache tonight.

She didn’t mourn.

She hummed.

And I understood.

This was our choice.

Not out of desperation.

Not because we couldn’t survive alone.

But because survival wasn’t enough anymore.

We wanted life.

A real one.

Messy.

Honest.

Built with bare hands and bruised hearts and the promise of something better.

When the fire dimmed and the stars grew brighter, Darius and I stood alone at the edge of the clearing.

He reached for my hand.

I gave it to him.

No words.

No vows.

Just presence.

We would stumble again.

We would argue.

We would face ghosts from his betrayal, and shadows from my grief.

But this time, we wouldn’t do it apart.

We had chosen us.

And that was the first stone of everything that would follow.